In all the years i've spent in Siglap, during planning time with my form teacher, this is the first time i shed tears. never in my life seeing my form teacher care so much for us until he cried and plead for all of us to wake up and realise that all this while we are making a huge mistake.
the entire whole class left the classroom with a sense of regret upon us and showered our cheeks with tears. i could not stop thinking of what he had said to the entire class. it landed a huge impact on me. until now, i am still thingking how am i suppose to do to make everything a success. how am i suppose to lift myself up from this slum??
few more weeks to Mid Year Examination. i have no idea, how am i suppose to endure all this. with the job stress that engulfes through me, the bad health that i am going through now, and the pressure of the examinations that could make a candidate cry everynight. i'm burning out. however, i am blessed with the strength and faith that was given by all the people around me and Him. there was nothing much that i could say. i feel like my mouth was shut tightly. words hardly come from my mouth to tell my friends that ''hey i have a problem now. can you help me??''
i don't feel like continuing, sometimes, i feel like, its hard to be Sri Nurulhuda.
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