my girls had done me proud for the last meeting. they were organized and never made me spot their mistakes. they were well prepared. i guess i can leave them for good when the time comes. well done!!!
at home. i had a minor accident. i was deep frying the tofu when suddenly my right hand showered the hot spilling oil. ouch! i have a cacat hand now!haha
i am really proud of this year's winner of The Amazing Race Asia, joe jer and zabrina. they were the first team to arrive to the last pit stop the race in Sarawak. they won the US$100,000!! i really admired their countless efforts and courage to race through more than 10 countries! they really proved that women are strong mentally thus physically. job well done!!!
i could not deny the feelings of distraught engulfed through me when the month of february came few days back. as it was predicted, my results will be on the 9th of this month. which is after that, i will be going for my knee orthoscopy operation. i am veru dubious about my results. i will be disheartened if i got to the school that i hoped not to go to. my science and mathematics subjects that i am worried the most. i had always hated subject mathematics since the time i was in kindergarten. i always found not taking part in any mathematics activities in primary school. that was the reason why i had to retake my PSLE. i had very good grades in almost all subjects during that time. but the grade ''U'' really spoils the PSLE T score of 168. damn sad case. i am really afraid this will happen again. lets pray hard.
my operation. i was in total dilemma for this surgery. i was told i will be on obeservation for about a week or two in the hospital and i will be on crutches for about 6 weeks depending on how fast i will recover. i might be going for two operation. this means HELL. i have to depend on mom to bath me everyday, rot in the hospital and listen to all the nurses and doctors orders without fail.
sometimes, i feel like leading this eighteen years of life is more of a burden than a blessing. but my parents is the one that proves me wrong. i believe that god is always fair. i really understand the quote of ''there are more downs than ups in life'' this is a test that i must go through to understand the true meaning of fate and endurance. my question is, when will all this ends??? Now or never??? nevertheless, i will never bargain with Him. He knows it more than i do. like it or not, who am i to alter?
work is getting bitter. i did not manage to perform well for last month sales. and now, its getting tougher as i had two more retailers to handle and on the same time handling myself so that i will not repeat the mistakes again! nevertheless, i will take up this challenge. bring it on people!! lets see how far the challenge will lead me to.
knock off soon. im getting tired. goodbye world.
baik ah m&m!!pot calling the kettle black! freaks.