suddenly the heat of regretness slapped through my face. i just dunnow why. i was totally dead after the judges announce the team that manage to go to the next round. its too late to regret now. no use of crying over a spilled milk. its totally over sri. just live with it.
who to be blamed?me?its up to others to value it. maybe we are not well prepared and we did not have strong evidence saying that career was more rewarding than family. maybe the judges were right. we are way too confident.
well lets hope that this would be a lesson to be learnt. but niwae, we did not went home empty handed, liyana won the best speaker of the debate. congratulations to her. there was nothing to be done now its just that i was prepared for the worst to come.
todays plam was awry. big awry. i was suppose to be focusing on inequalities but i was too carried away by the debate and some distractions. and i was like stuck in cold war. i really had to buck up as there was no much time left.
i have been thinking about dad's advice, ''quit your job''. but as i quit will i be able to focus more on studies? dun really think so. nah...forget it.
i was totally shocked upon seeing my 'o' level fees was like 600++ odd!totally freaked me out!double my 'n' level fees. nevertheless, i realise that education was expensive.
i guess i will be turning off soon as i was too tired and wished that i could pass this unimaginable day today asap. i wanna get this out of my mind!!!!!!!!
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