I am...
tired of all those bullshit that keeps on bugging my life
tired of helping others when i cant help myself
tired of keeping patience and keeping peace in my mind
tired of keeping all those sufferings in my life
tired of keeping burden that was in my soul and mind
tired of keeping myself strong when i keep on being weak
tired being an angel that always bright up ones life
tired of keeping quite
tired in trusting others cares and concern
tired in believing
tired of listening
tired of bringing my smile up again
tired of complaining
tired of smiling
tired of suffering in silence
tired of everything i did today!!!!
Ya Allah,is it wrong for me to be wat i want to be??do i have to keep on suffering when others are enjoying life??do i have to go through dis in order to be in ur place??do i need to be good to those whom are bad towards me??do i need to help those whom does not deserved my help??do i need to care for those whom did not even spent a thought on me??is dis fair to me Ya Allah??I need ur guidance in helping me to be always be with you Ya Allah....Amin.
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