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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
well its been weeks dat someone did not utter a word to me and i felt bad about it.hey btw wat for?niwae,im so angry when she secretly talk about me to her other friend in this sms.its by god's force that i accidentally read that sms and really damn hurt by that.to not makin things worst, i ring her phone up and ask her nicely.but she gave me such a lame excuses.ever since that,she did not talk to me and seems ignorin me.the most sad part is that she did not even wish me luck and wateve friends should be doing wen they know that her friends is going away for sch in 5 days.even my not closest friends wish me and she whom i so called her close friend did not wish me or even encourage me to go to the obs.she was like thinking dat im stranger to her.dat was so humiliatin.i had been counting day by day and hopes that she would be normal after i came back.but still the same!!!why did she shut herself when i was around?or she felt guilty after her so called ''secret sms'' is revealed?been realising after the incident,she was ignorin me.feels frustrated and felt been played on!!!seems that shes totally different!!and the f****** stuffs she went to tell one of my classmate dat shes afraid to talk to me as she was afraid that i would scold her!!!wtf!!y did she think dat way?and why didnt she tell me the whole story??i felt that i've been used up by her and was in damn angry and frustrating!!!!!!!!!!and now i feel like im in a mute class when shes beside me and was totally perturbed by that!!!wat did i do wrong???i really hate dis!!!hey!dis is for her;if you hate me just say so!its no use of u to behave like dat!coz u noe wat?i did not own u a living!and seems that you are forcing me to do things that i abhors alot!u force me do behave like dis,by all means,go ahead!!bring it on!!!and dun ever think dat i will jollywell forget of wat had happened and i promise i will get the answer to all dis!!!!just watch out for my flaws!!!
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