1st day: I was supposed to check in by 2pm and been sent to my bed in Ward 26. It was alright at first. The ward consist of 4 patients per room and it was well equipped with a TV, Shower kits and attached bathroom. BUT the biggest problem was my neighbour. One word, annoying. She can go mute and in seconds later, she will like blab in hakka language and trust me, it’s really disturbing. Really can’t blame her though because she is a 96 years old senile old woman. Poor thing. I was glad that junjie and azirah came to give me accompany and yes, they saw me in pain. How shameful when they saw how my reaction when I was doing blood test and put in drip. It was plainly fine when night comes around. I could not sleep as the old woman beside me was nagging all the time. Until the end of the America’s Next Top Model, I off the TV and forced myself to sleep.
2nd day: Biggest event of my life ever. I was supposed to be in the Operation Theater (OT) at 9am. But it was scheduled to the afternoon. And I swear I was very much hungry as I was not allowed to eat or drink after midnight. The drip did not help much either. Until at 2.30pm, the staff nurse informed that I should get changed as I was called from the OT. After changing, I was to be sent to the OT. And at that moment, the sense of fear crawling past me and I was chilling. Upon entering the OT, everything was Green. And when its time for me to enter the surgery theatre, I was ‘’welcomed’’ by 5 doctors and an anesthetist. My heart was thumping very loudly as I was breathing in the pump and the anesthetist injected the anesthetic droplet through my drip. A cooling sensation traveled through my veins and I was put into deep sleep. The operation began. Upon waking up, I could feel the nurse took out the long tube that they inserted to my mouth and I had the bad sore throat ever. It was the bad moment ever as the effect of the anesthetic was high as I was nauseous till I vomited to one of the doctors gowns. LOL my knee was numb until I had this feeling that they amputated my knee! I swear I was crying and vomiting at the same time. I was put in the Recovery Room for quiet some time. Upon reaching back to my bed, I saw my classmates, Dianah, Hafizha, Shahidah and Syatira. I could not talk much to them because I was too weak and nauseous. They helped me a lot. I’m sorry for vomiting at Dianah’s and Hafizha’s hand. Bad aiming. My gown and bed was full of vomits. Gross!! And yes, I could not sleep due to the bad pain that I suffered. Oh my god! The excruciating pain was unbearable and I wish to die rather than suffer this! I need Mom badly! Doctors came and gave me painkillers but no avail till he decides to insert injection to shut my mouth. At last, I could take a nap. But still, I woke up and cried.
3rd day: It was fine but the condition of my knee was bad, my whole knee was swollen and I dare not take any pictures. Just imagine elephant’s leg or perhaps tree log when imagining my knee. Imagine going to the toilet been wheeled and bathed in wheels! But still the visitors made my day, my friends and family members! The pain just gone away when they came! Thank you so much!!! At last, I could sleep soundly.
And now, I am getting a little bit better after meeting the physiotherapist twice a week, changed dressings on 3 executive days and meeting Dr Paul Thng for consultation. But I was feeling bored sitting at home alone. Mom and dad were busy at work. Here I am, getting my own meals, going to the toilet and the list goes on!!!!! Nevermind, just two more weeks and I’m free!
I miss my friends and outside world. Ough! I miss especially Haliejah and Regina. Going to school without me is mundane right?? I know ;)
And this is for the unspecialized one. Sorry, it’s in Malay. Pardon me.
Izinku Pergi-Kaer Azami
Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta
Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Lama dikasih kita
Kau bawa bersama….
Mimpi indah mekar
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya….
(Korus)
Pergilah rinduku
Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita dikalbuku
Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku
Tersemat dijiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu teguhnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga
Selamanya….
(Ulang korus)
Pergilah sayangku
Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku
Maafkan aku duhai kasih
Izinkan ku pergi